First day of hell

Otchin priyatna comrades!
So yeah, i am back in the rat race, the school has for the 11th time in my life begun.
My feelings are divided, i know that almost everyone says the same, that a part of them likes going back and another part hates it.
And i guess that’s how i feel too, i [...]

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Straight edge

“I’m a person just like you
But I’ve got better things to do
Than sit around and fuck my head
Hang out with the living dead
Snort white shit up my nose
Pass out at the shows
I don’t even think about speed
That’s something I just don’t need
I’ve got the straight edge”

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Det är en lustig tid

OI!
05:25 in the morning and Sir.David cannot sleep!, oh and don’t think i meant somy poshy nobleman from the luxuruous quarters of London, oh no.. it is me!
I’m fine with being up this early really, no problems at all! but the thing is.. i know myself, i’ve lived with myself for around 16 years and [...]

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Hi everybody, if i wanna sound like Dr.Nick.
Hmm.. i guess i could say that i’m sorry for not writing for like 4 days, but i’m not writing for you, i’m writing for myself, but these last days i’ve felt that i havent needed it!
I can’t believe it myself, but i’m so much better know :) [...]

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Arrgh

This day became the day when it all went out, i simply couldnt take it anymore.
I don’t know where to start, cause there’s so much. But i’ll try to write it down as good as i can.
My oldest brother, Mikael, who will be 31 later this year..  is homeless, nothing new though. I don’t remember [...]

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Howdy.
Here i am, consuming what ought to be removing my hunger. Atleast i hope it will.
This tuesday has been kinda sucky..not only has it been immense hot, like 35C or 95F, but i havent done a shit either. Basically, i’ve been sitting here, sweating and longing for the winter. Although i know that i will [...]

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Hey ho let’s go, sang Joey ramone.. hah, Evening all.
2 hours since midnight and i’m sitting here quite tired and i’m actually not so bad.
Although i maybe should be, cause i went to a football game today, or soccer as some people tend to call it, since my team lost with 0-2, it isnt too [...]

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Yo, around 1 hour after midnight and thus it’s officially monday, even though the day hasnt really ended yet for me.
I wouldnt call the day a fancy one, although it was alright. Since one of my brothers, Henrik, suffers from an extreme form of lazyness, it fell on me to bike to him and hand [...]

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Vanishing fog

When i travelled with the bus down to stockholm yesterday it was really foggy, i looked up at the sky and all i saw was what i thought clouds, floating there above just waiting for the right moment to releash the fury, in this case, the rain. But then suddenly, and i really mean [...]

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El segundo

Hi again.
Time is about 7 pm and i’m here with a glass of water and with a mind that’s working as good as an old steam engine.
The reason to that though is that i slept like 1 or 2 hours, quite obvious math isnt my subject eh?, hehe.. and i’ve obviously been away during [...]

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